I dont know what to say...

I really dont know what to say, what to think... all I know is I'm sad but I know from the very start that this will come. Maybe I'm just not ready (hindi rin kc tlga ako ngready!) I was pre-occupied with the overwhelming feeling... She's coming... She's back to get the source of my happiness... I'll no longer have that kind of smile in my face... :(( I don't know what's next to happen... still I'm a loser!!!