kanta natin to!!! :)) ds s 4u thel...

How Could You Say You Love Me by Sarah Geronimo You say that you've always been true Looking in your eyes I see you lie You're trying hard to hide that There's someone new you found and You want me to believe that you still care REFRAIN: How can you hurt me this way Everything I knew was loving you How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay CHORUS: How, how could you say you love me When you will go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you( REPEAT REFRAIN & CHORUS) BRIDGE: I can't seem to understand How can love be so unkind Still you broke my heart despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I've given you my allI can take it anymore (REPEAT CHORUS) ~***~ lovelots ~***~ -acemallari- [e] [Y] [N] [a]

eVErYtHInG hAPpeNS fOR a rEAsON, hApPY biRtHdAy sYO...

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I dont know what to say...

I really dont know what to say, what to think... all I know is I'm sad but I know from the very start that this will come. Maybe I'm just not ready (hindi rin kc tlga ako ngready!) I was pre-occupied with the overwhelming feeling... She's coming... She's back to get the source of my happiness... I'll no longer have that kind of smile in my face... :(( I don't know what's next to happen... still I'm a loser!!!

Stop the clock please!!! :)

Ang dame nagsasabi ang ganda ko daw ngayon… hehe…totoo naman! Joke! :)) Sabi nila in-love daw ba ako… sabi ko naman matagl na… malapit na nga mag-dalawang taon eh, mula ng makilala ko siya!:) Pero may mas right reason bakit ako maganda (panindigan daw talaga..hehe!) …hindi, kasi nga masaya ako! Kasi hindi na kami nag-aaway… kasi mas sweet sya skin ngayon… Nakakapag-usap na ulet kami ngayon, nakakapg-txt… sabay ulet kumain… naglalamibingan (at ako lang dapat ha, hindi kung kanino kanino dun! Grrr! :D ) … nagkakasolo (solo nga ba?! :-// ) paminsan-minsan! :)) Okay na yun, masaya na ako… kasi mababaw lang naman akong tao, makasama ko lang siya… kahit sabi nga nya wala namn daw kami masyado masabi pag kami lang dalawa! Tapos sasabihin ko na-miss ko siya..hehe! Ang loko pinagtatawanan ba naman ako… Miss ko naman talaga siya lagi… kasi nga kahit magkasama kaming dalawa most of the time, iba pa rin pag kami lang dalawa… iba pa rin pag puede naming gawin lahat ng bagay… di ba?! :D Sana mabasa nya to… I really want to thank him 4 making me smile lagi… for making me laugh… for making me happy despite my problems… Siya lang source of strength and happiness ko right now aside from my family. Thank you, baby! I love you! Don’t ever doubt that! (so wag ka na mgaseselos ha!:-/ ) I will always love you baby, despite and inspite of… Miss pa din kita! :)) Im really looking forward for the time we can have each other without any problem...Who knows? Malay mo nga sa "huli" ...

An Open Letter (for VIRNA TRICIA C. ALIX)

Hi! Just hoping na mabasa mo ‘to! Ang dami ko sanang gusting sabihin sayo kaso lang syempre mejo dyahe pag personal. I had my chance sana during your “despidida party” (party nga ba yun…hehe) kaso lang as usual naiiyak na naman ako… Sabi nga nila parang ako daw yung aalis eh, agaw eksena ba? Hehe! Yun nga I wanted to tell how thankful I am for having you as my friend kasi lang di na ako makapagsalita nun sa sobrang iyak… nawala tuloy yung chance ko na ipaalam sa kanila dun satin that I will really miss you. Ikaw kasi yung una ko naging friend dun di ba, ikaw yung kasa-ksama ko lagi sa lahat… You know almost all of my secrets, my problems and my weakness… Thank you for keeping it just between us… Thank you sa mga pagtatangol mo skin kahit minsan alam ko alam mo may mali din ako. I know naiintindihan mo ako kasi from the very start sinabi ko naman sayo lahat yun di ba. Thank you sa lahat ng tinuro mo skin kaya e2 mukhang ako naming ang “slave” nila dun! )) Seriously, kahit malungkot ako na iniwan mo ko sa office, happy pa rin ako kasi nga nakuha mo yung gusto mo at masaya ka. Yun naman ang importante e, gusto ko nga kung puede lahat talaga masaya! At natutuwa ako kasi you achieved what you want eversince. Isa na lang talaga, si Arabella, yung dream baby girl nyo ni kuya Edwin. Maybe blessing in disguise na rin na hindi ka MUNA nabuntis kasi nga dumating yung isa mo pang pinag-pray… at alam ko next na yung baby! Galingan nyo kasi…joke! :)) Again, thank you for being a true friend and for being a sister to me… I will never forget you. Sana we’ll have the chance pa rin na madalaw at magkasama pa rin tayong mga friendship... :) Thanks for everything and Good Luck! Keep going and May God bless you and your family always! Lovelots, Eyna Ps: Ma-miss talaga kita ate trix! Mwah!

I dont want to be JUST your friend... :((

I Don't Want To Be Your Friend Nina I don't wanna see your face I don't wanna hear your name I don't wanna thingJust stay away baby Don't wanna know if you're alright Or what you're doin' with your life Don't wanna hear that you'll stay in touch baby I'll get by just fine And if you're goin' then darlin' Goodbye, goodbye *Don't call me in the middle of the night no more Don't expect me to be there Don't think that it will be the way it was before Don't think that I careI'm not over you yet And I don't wanna be your friend I'll forget we ever met I'll forget I ever let Ever let you into this heart of mine baby You just gotta let me be You gotta keep away from me' Cause all I want is just to be free from you baby Don't you come around And say you still care about me Just go now, go now Repeat * You take it casually, and baby it's killing me I'll get by just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' Goodbye, goodbye Repeat *

First day of work...

Hay... tama bang ganun?! Umpisahan ko daw 1st day ng pagpasok sa pag-iyak... hehe! Kasi naman, iiwan na ko ng isa sa mga best friend ko sa office... Wala na akong kakampi at tagapagtangol... "ate" ko yun eh! :( But that's life, anyway I'm very happy for her naman kasi maganda yung work na nakuha nya and for sure she will grow more and develop herself... unlike sa work namin!...oh my God, never mind! Sana ako din makahanap na ng bagng work.... Hello there, sino mang may alam dyan na vacancy... paki-inform naman po ako... have mercy... hehe! Joke! :)) But still can't help to be sad... lagi na lang yata akong iniiwan ah... :((

new year!!! new pictures!!! kelangan daw talagang daring noh! haha, cute naman di ba!!! ngek, magbuhat daw ng sariling bangko!!! hehe!!! go comments naman po! =)) gUrL pOWeR! :)
 

BANGAG!!! bangag sa pag-eemote!!! 

pose lang ng pose... go gurl!!! 

o diba pretty naman?! :) 

ah..alam ko na lasing sa red horse!!! haha! kagabi pa yan ah, may tama ka pa din?! :) 

todo na 'to! balak ko magpadiscover eh! hehe! =)) 

shy... hindi... kaya ko 'to... pose pa! 

hehe...shy na bigla... (namumula...rossssssssy cheeks...) likas yan noh!!! :))

nag-fefeeling lang po... :)) 

hehe! wla lng... trip lang :)) 

wet look!:)) 

Sana next year... :((

Ei, its past 12 midnight, so pano new year na talaga?! Hay, another year na naman... Kanina, as usual tulad ng lagi naming nakagawian b4 new year, lahat kami magpipinsan, magkakamag-anak, magkakaibigan, magkakapitbahay... nakatambay sa labas... nagkukuwentuhan, inuman, nanonood ng fireworks... waiting 4 the new year to come... samantalang ako ngsesenti..hehe! what's new?! Ewan ko nga ba samantalang, lahat masaya, magulo pero ako nag-eemote! Hay, what a way to start the new year! Heelller, akala ko ba sabi ko magbabago na ako pero eto pa din ako waiting 4 his greetings... Gustong gusto ko siya tawagan pero pinigil ko talaga... sabi ko makakausap ko naman siya mamaya... that was I thought! :((Anyway, magpapalit na naman ang taon, sabi ko ayoko na ng ganito ako... sana next year iba naman... sana wala na ako dito! Pansin ko kasi, sa mga magpipinsan at magakaibigang nakatambay dun, ako ang pinakamatanda! Pero hindi pasimuno ha! Hehehe! Yung mga ka-age ko lahat sila may asawa na! Sana next year iba naman... nakatambay pa rin siguro sa labas... pero sana may kasama na... yung matatawag kong akin lang... :((